The journey of starting all over again is .. depressing and lingering thoughts of giving up is always, ALWAYS in my mind, taunting me.
Take a deep breath and .. cry.
Just let go. Don't hold back your frustrations, your disappointments, your anger. Trying to hold onto negativity is never good. Pretending you're ok when you're not will only make things worse. I am always in a constant mess, putting on a brave face but at the end of the day, I would be exhausted and even more heartbroken than before. Tis is never wise to let a broken heart roam in happy pretense. Lesson learnt.
So just be. Be sad. Drown in your sadness. I think it is ok to be unhappy. We are merely humans, constantly learning. We grow from the pain. It is a learning process, with all its crazy maze of whirlwind emotions.
Let your feelings wash over you. Take a nap. Listen to your favourite music. Talk to someone you love. Take the day off. Stay in and hibernate under the covers while watching funny sitcoms. Read happy books. Take things slow. Smile, because, just because. Know that things will get better.
It always does.
We always emerged stronger after each hurdle.
After all, there's a rainbow after a storm.
Let's begin again. x
