Post-jitters. Heartbroken. Disappointment. Failure.
Truth? I deserved this. I do. I didn't put in much commitment in my assignments and i half-heartedly did my revisions, slacking most of the year and only did last minute cramming on the week itself. I am such a klutz.
So what now?
Hence my new resolution. Reflect. Retake. (haha so cliche.)
Somehow after a good night sleep (of course crying myself silly until i get tired and promptly fell asleep) I decided to be brave and try again. Afterall, isn't this a lesson to be learnt? This is MY mistake and I REALLY REALLY want to do well in my gce o levels and have good grades. Yes, I flunked badly but I think everyone deserved a second chance. I know this is definitely going to be hard, frustrating and i would probably kick myself while mugging in a few months time for even considering retaking as I may get distracted with life, but for the sake and love of an old childhood ambition, I WILL TRY. Twenty thirteen, please be kind. Oh and Maths, we will never understand each other -lol- because my brain is more wired to languages rather than numbers -haha- but I will conquer you. Well, actually a C is good enough for me lah. *winks*
Dear heart, let's do this! ❤
